Better now then later.


According to my ultrasound due date.. I should be 39 lbs and oh is the time going by so slow because I’m just waiting for something to happen already! I swear I tell my boyfriend everyday… tomorrow could be the day! As if that could make it come true. I don’t want to wait any longer, the longer I wait the more afraid I’ll be. I don’t know how my brain works but that is just how it is for me. I’ll more likely come up with numerous worst case scenarios if time drags past the due date. I’ve been trying to drink lots of water to avoid false labor and going to the hospital before it’s time. When the time comes I hope I will be able to withstand as much as I can at home… I’m desperately wishing for it to be soon.

One thought on “Better now then later.

  1. 1hpb says:

    it’ll happen when it happens.
    so much is out of your control and just because you have one vision of your delivery and child, doesn’t mean it will happen.

    I was very frightened of having my first and let the doctor convince me to wait 10 days to be induced and i obliged bc i was scared. after delivering a 9 and a half pound baby with foreceps once the epidural wore off I wished I did not wait so long. Hopefully your doctor will induce closer to the due date.

    Good luck!

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